Pain, Agony And Wishes.

For the last three days, I have been in pain, all - encompassing pain from my scalp to the soles of my feet. It is a severe pain and I've spent most of today in tears from it. The closest description to it I can think of is the pain you get with tummy cramps when you have diarrhoea only it's everywhere. It's keeping me awake and I can't get comfortable no matter what I do. Prescription painkillers for this pain aren't taking any of it away. I need stronger painkillers or a knock out drop that wont wear off till the pain goes.

What always surprises me with pain is the way it makes me so crabby, snappy and impatient with everyone including myself. Well, more than usual anyway.

I just hope the doctor will give me something that will work tomorrow because I really don't want to go on like this for much longer.